Feeling Contradictory
It always amazes me how fast time passes. It never seems like it is going that quickly, but it seems like the days just slip by. It is already Thursday, and I am wondering where Tuesday went. I never feel like I’ve accomplished anything either…maybe it is just me.
I’ve been feeling a little down the last couple of days, but I’m not sure what triggered it. My appointment on Tuesday passed without much incident, and I don’t have to go back for another month, which is good. I have to do some wound care for my lesions, however, and it is super icky. Even Dylan is grossed out. I am helping them to heal, but I have to make them a little angry to do that, so they’ve been stinging and I’m not a huge fan. Oh well. I think I have just reached my patience’s limit. The medication that they have me on is good in terms of it’s treatment properties…it hits all the required ailments, but the side effects are no fun. I guess I just have to stick it out…
I am procrastinating on my school work once again. I just have absolutely no motivation lately. I’ve been exhausted this week too, so that is not helping. By the time I get up and shower, I’m ready to go back to bed. I don’t know if it’s still the drug rashes taking their toll or what, but I am not very good at being tired all the time. It makes me irritable. I need to get to work, because it stresses me out that I have all these projects, but I just can’t seem to get started. I care..but I don’t. Hmmm.


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